Well, as many of you know, today Scott left Colombia to head back to Michigan. It was a day that I had been dreading since we arrived, for many reasons. My husband is one of the most amazing men I know, and while we were here, he proved it to me time and time again. His love for his children and for me is evident in everything that he does. He made Ally happy in so many hard situations, and Will has really begun to look up to him as "Dad". He makes everyone in the hotel laugh and feel comfortable, and he just has a way with people like none I've ever seen. But most of all, he is my best friend. I love to go on walks with him, or talk to him late at night...he was a wonderful companion and he will be missed sorely here by everyone...especially me.
His leaving also means that the blogging falls to me. I think we all can appreciate how talented he is in his writing ability, and also how dedicated he was to recording our time here. I only hope that I can live up to half of that, and will try to keep you all up to date as much as I can.
Although today was a sad one, God granted me many blessings throught the day. Our friend Jen has both of her moms here now, and graciously invited us to walk with them to the markets. I was so glad that today was Sunday, as this is one of my favorite days here. We started walking the streets to the markets, and the sun began shining like I hadn't seen it in weeks. I think God knew that we couldn't take the rain today! We had a great time strolling through all of the vendor's booths, and the kids did surprisingly well for how long we were there. We then decided to go out to lunch, and went to Archie's for some pizza. Again, the kids were amazing. Another blessing. And then Will took an 1 1/2 hour nap and was in a great mood for the rest of the day. Blessing again. God is so good.
The day did have it moments, but all in all, God granted all of us his peace. I want to thank all of you who have been praying for us during this transition. I can feel your prayers, and they are appreciated more than you know.
I'm not going to try to post any pics tonight (although Will had his first sucker today, and it was pretty funny...I'll try to post that later) but I did want to leave you all with an exerpt from a great book my mom gave me. It's called, Calm My Anxious Heart, and it's a great read if you're looking for a good book. It's kind of a long quote, but it really spoke to me as I long to go home and be reunited as a family. This is where God wants all of us right now, and I know that He will bring us home in His perfect time. I will rest in the knowledge that this is where I am supposed to be.
"It was spring but it was summer I wanted: the warm days and the great outdoors. It was summer but it was fall I wanted: the colorful leaves and the cool dry air. It was fall but it was winter I wanted: the beautiful snow and the joy of the holiday season. It was now winter but it was spring I wanted: the warmth and the blossoming of nature. I was a child but it was adulthood I wanted: the freedom and the respect. I was twenty but it was thirty I wanted: to be mature and sophisticated. I was middle-aged but it was twenty I wanted: the youth and the free spirit. I was retired but it was middle-age that I wanted: the presence of mind without limitations. My life was over but I never got what I wanted."
Just a good reminder that we should live our lives in the knowledge that God is in control and that he has a perfect plan. And for that, I am so thankful.
Hi there Becky, Ally, Will, and Scott. We're waiting for the final word that you can all be back together as a family. Your blog is wonderful, thanks for adding tears to my evening (not that it's hard to do) with your last couple posts. We're truly thankful for all you have shared. We will continue our prayers for you all and family on their travels. Love you all dearly! the VanDrie5
ReplyDeleteGreat quote Becky! An important perspective...Thanks for sharing your heart. Sarah Z.
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ReplyDeleteWith tears in my eyes I am thinking of you and praying for these next couple days until the fam comes! Love you and looking so forward to seeing you and Ally and meeting adorable Will!!!
Lis
AMEN!
ReplyDeleteI cried reading this, just remembering all the emotions of your day...thanks for being real and honest...trusting God to send some more sunshine your way! Love you! K
ReplyDeleteMy Mom gave me the same book! :) It is one of my favorites. You are right Beck, we have to enjoy where we are in today because even if we don't want to be there God has so many small blessings in store for us...it also teaches us to rely on Jesus more throughout each day and in that is so much joy! I have thought and prayed for you often throughout the day today and yesterday and will continue to do so. Love you so much!
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Thinking of each of you! What a beautiful post! Praying for peace to live in each moment (harder said than done, I know!) and for unexpected adventures, friendships and moments that help pass the time while you are waiting for news of Sentencia! Thanks for sharing your journey with us. Love, Tanya (Glenn, Evan and Ava too)
ReplyDeleteBeck... what a great reminder to live in the present and enjoy every moment! Your family inspires us all... Thinking of you and Scott and Ally and Will as you go through these days separated... but in God, we are always together... We are anxiously awaiting your arrival and reunion as a family! We can't wait to meet Will!!!
ReplyDeleteLove to all!
The Tuinstras
Hi Becky! Just wanted to say we are all thinking of you at LIMPA and are very anxious to know that your moms and nephew got there safely yesterday. Looking forward to your next post!! May God be with you and please give Linda a hug for all of us!! Lynn
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